Speechless

Hie all, seem to be very very long time never post anything. i have no idea where to post or telling my feeling. feeling suffer. anger, hatred all mixed around in my heart now. Why girl can be so fast changed? Why girl minded so difficult to understand? Why they always like to romantic always? Why they always just like very hard to understand? is that all girl like that? It is? I admit i feel hurt after saw your pictures. i felt i used to be there with your aunties, uncles eating at their house. Those all hug, kiss is Used to be with me. But everything is GONE. i knew that all already over. i told myself i'll never will post anything related about you after today. I'm not gonna care you anymore. As Chinese word said You die Your Own Business. I wont think about you anymore. I think i will be try to go away from your life. so please dont keep post your DAMN FUCK pictures and appear in my eyes. FUCK OFF BITCH. I'm talking about You. and YOU as well BASTARD. IDIOT. I knew you feel I'm childish. Yeah so? i just knew after i wrote this all i will feel well. I just care about myself. i don't need to care you. So what? So piss off. GET LOST. i feel good now. Think back before you done this all shit to me. It's OVER that you told me that day. Don't someday u AGAIN get piss off from this guy. and cry like hell. Think back. Karma. Okay? So Fuck off.


FUCK OFF

Thursday Boring Day

Just as usually what i am doing everyday. Wake up then work then come back home. When we night me shin nian seang went to chow kit see Aqua. but quite of disappointing because when on the way going there we saw alot of police car at there. Must be all of them be caught if they come out so we dont think so Aqua will appear on that night. T_T so we went to brj eat Fatty Lok Lok. Haha. Quite tiring when we went to home. hmmm another day i can sleep well without thinking of anything. Success. Haha.

A busy Wednesday Night

When the night, i gone to our FMG Dealer Meet Dinner. Quite fun and good to be learn how to organize a things. Haha. My feeling on that night also think back many thing. think back we going to there eat wedding dinner and u drove back alone to home in the car park. waw. but that night, i manage sleep well without thinking everything. before that, every night i was thinking so many things until sleepless. >.< but that night really so hot even after raining at 6oc evening.

A Cloudy Morning Wednesday

today woke up, saw a message. even just very very short message. i think, just 10 words written. felt sad, excited, happy, and sad. all feeling mixed out. after that, i go prepare myself to go work. LOL i left my car key in my friend car's. oh my god !! i borrow car from my parent then when i went to highway.
Very jam $#%@#@. when i drove all the way to office, look at the sky. its so cloudy and so peacefully. i hope today i could stand up and not to be like yesterday what i did at house. wont let my mom worry about me anymore >.< so old already still like a baby =)

My first ever post. Learning how to blog.

Hi hi, this is my ever post. erm. i still hope i can learn be more expert to customise the layout and those all things. I hope in future, i can express my feeling and everything in here and hope somebody can read it. can really understand my world, my feeling. Still getting hard to get through at this moments. Hope i can get through. Wish myself to be happy always and sayang my family their all. They always encourage me and bring me up when i was most down in my entire life.